trick or treat....BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*in Dracula voice* grrreetings all you goblins and ghouls, ha ha ha.....i know it's been a long time since i posted anything here.

been going thru some major life changes and the livin' aint easy. found out i have neuropathy, tingling in my hands, feet and legs, and i have arthuritis. yeah. that's how i spell it: ARTHUR-RITIS. and old Arthur has been kicking my natural ass for years now. i recently went to my MD and she told me that i'm going to have to use a walker instead of my cane. and the bitch of it all.. I LIVE ON THE THIRD FLOOR OF MY BUILDING!

so life sucks as i know it, and now that the warranty on my body has expired, i'm due for parts and labor.

errr....anybody know where i can trade in this old 1958 body for a sleeker, new model?

and that's all i have to say about that. Happy Halloween!

i've gotta make it on my own

shit. being a grandma is wearing me out, man. my daughter had her other baby this past June on the 7th. both of these yunguns are something else, y'all.



the new baby's name is Andre' Ja'seen and he is one month old now and Lawd knows that boy is a screamer. ALL.THE.TIME. Gawd. waaa waaa waa and then it intensifies to WAAAAAAA WAAAAAAAA WAAAAAAAA! i never knew that little rascal had a set of pipes like that. mercy mercy me!



on a more serious note, the stress of all this is working my nerves something awful. awful to the point that i am contemplating moving away all by lonesome. i'm sick and tired of the constant noise and i'm getting too damn old to deal with all this shit. i need peace and fucking quiet, and the need to just fucking BE. not that i dont like being a grandma, but damn, it's like i cant get a damn break at times, especially when BOTH of em start screaming AT THE SAME DAMN TIME. sometimes i just dont wanna go home at times, y'kno?



i gotta make it on my own. i need peace, quiet and stability in my "golden years." this shit is wearing me the fuck out.

later.

aint no stoppin me now

well folks it's official. my uterus has left the building. no more pain, cramps, bloat, and above all, no more Kotex. i'm having a happy period. why? because it dont exist no more!

ok. the novelty has worn off, the post-surgical pain has worn off and i'm up and about. i'm eating, sleeping, pissin' and poopin' just fine. i see my gyne doc in a couple of weeks and well i'm sure she'll give me a clean bill of health. woo hoo.

i am going to go back to work, because Lawd knows a sista is broke, busted and thoroughly disgusted, and bein broke aint cool.

so i just thought i'd let y'all know i'm doing okay and still fulla piss'n'vinegar LOL

aint no stoppin me now cuz i'm back to my usual groove. peace out.

happy burpday to my grandbaby

my grandson had his first burpday on the 15th. *in baby voice* he's dees many *holding up ponter finger as number 1* enter big cheesy grin *here*

yep. he is now one year old, and smart as a whip. he's trying to talk and walk and all that other good stuff. i'm very proud of him.

*proud grandma moment* he's the light of my life and my reason to keep on living.

grandma loves you Swee'Pea!

i hate VD (literally speaking!)

i hope that VD was good for some of y'all. me personally, i could care less aboutVD and Stupid Cupid. i never had VD and have no interest in reveling in it. if i wanna eat a pound of chocolate, i certainly dont need VD. and yes i am anti-VD. i am the anti-Cupid.

i aint kncking those of y'all who dig VD. hey, that's your personal business and i aint trying to hate on ya. if you dig retreaded flowers from Walgreens or your neighborhood supermarket, lame cards with even lamer platitudes, and of course stale chocolates from last year's VD, hey, go for whatcha know. i aint madatcha.

just dont try to sell VD to me, ok? just like its nasty counterpart, i never had VD and dont plan on getting it anytime soon.

and that's all i gotta say about that. VD sucks!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

greetings and salivations (er, salutations LOL) to all my Blogger friends. i miss you all very much and *sigh* once again i'm at my local library's computer.

*takes deep breath* damn, so much has happened and wouldntcha know my one working brain cell is shorted out LOL

well, i had a birthday last month on the 30th, and i am 49 years old (with emphasis on old). as i had previously stated, i am working for a home care agency and so far, it's good. my grandson will be 1 year old on 2/15 of this year and he has grown so much. he' s grown some more teef and his little dimples are starting to become more prominent (big grandma moment here LOL),
and he's trying to walk.

as for me, well, i have my moments, but they are becoming less and less problematic now. guess having something to do helps a lot yanno?

for those who celebrate Christmas, Hannukah, and Kwanzaa, i hope your holidays were peaceful and happy. it is my wish that all of us who suffer from varying illnesses get a respite from them
and try not to dwell on depressive shit that will bring you down. yeah yeah i know it's a lame platitude, but at the same time, i mean every word.

so once again, Happy New Year and big ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))
to my Blogger friends (and you know who you are *wink)

when i get a chance i'll drop in again, m'kay?

love you all and miss you much. take care of yourselves because there is only one YOU.